Hey Crew.

I’m sorry that I didn’t post anything yesterday. I just haven’t been feeling myself again. I am trying really hard to use the tools I have gained to dig me out of my darkness, but everything is still in grey-scale. I am having a hard time focusing on everything. I feel like a picked scab, like I was healing then got itchy and made it bleed again. I am feeling really raw.

It is hard to explain the pain. All I want to do is sleep. I know that is part of my escapism. I am trying my best to get over this hump. Hopefully it only lasts for a couple more days, but I can never put a timeline on my depression.

My thoughts are not making sense at the moment. I don’t know what else to say. So I guess this is it for today. Hopefully I will be seeing you on Saturday. Remember to stay safe and stay sane.

Until Next Time,

Suzanna🌙